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My Dark Vanessa is Kate Elizabeth Russell's debut novel, published in 2020.In 2000, Vanessa Wye, a lonely fifteen-year-old at a Boarding School in Maine, is groomed by her 42-year-old teacher, Jacob Strane, into an abusive Teacher/Student Romance. They stay in touch into adulthood. In 2017, Taylor Birch, another of Mr. Strane's former students, comes forward to say that he sexually abused her. Vanessa struggles with a decision: should she go public with what happened to her?
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Dying Town
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Dying Town: Mr. Strane grew up in the former mining boomtown of Butte, Montana, with abandoned headframes between the houses and a giant pit of acid on the nearby hill.
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Headphones Equal Isolation
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Headphones Equal Isolation: Jenny figures out what's going on between Strane and Vanessa and offers to help, but Vanessa thinks Strane loves her and refuses. The two get in a fight, and then Vanessa puts on headphones that aren't even plugged into anything to get Jenny to leave her alone.
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Dirty Coward
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Dirty Coward: Strane, big-time. He never takes responsibility for his actions and constantly gaslights Vanessa in order to escape the consequences. When they come close to getting caught while she's at school, he makes a paper trail to make it seem that she made up a rumor about the two of them. When Vanessa confronts him, he manipulates her into thinking he helped both of them—keeping himself out of prison and her from being a victim for the rest of her life. Years later when Taylor's story starts to gain notoriety and more of Strane's victims come forward Strane jumps off a bridge rather than finally face the consequences of his actions.
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Likes Older Men
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Likes Older Men: Due to her first sexual experience being with Strane, Vanessa compulsively pursues older men.
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Unreliable Narrator
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Unreliable Narrator: Even in 2017, Vanessa has a hard time seeing her relationship with Mr. Strane as predatory and abusive, instead seeing it as a consensual affair with a man who truly loved her.
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Title Drop: Strane shows Vanessa a passage from Pale Fire: "Come and be worshiped, come and be caressed/My dark Vanessa, crimson-barred, my blest…"
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Ambiguous Situation
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Ambiguous Situation: Vanessa's college professor, Henry Plough, is shown to have poor boundaries at the absolute best: he hides the fact that he is married to a former student from Vanessa, and inserts himself into her life to an inappropriate degree. But how similar he is to Strane, and how much is Vanessa seeing Plough through a projection of her past and attempting to make him play Strane's role, is left unclear. Vanessa herself admits to this ambiguity. It's never entirely clear how much of Strane's gaslighting of Vanessa is conscious, deliberate manipulation on his part and how much is him having to believe his own lies to assuage his own guilt.
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Parents as People
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Parents as People: Vanessa's mother loves her daughter dearly, but doesn't realize when she's being insensitive—such as telling Vanessa to make more friends when her fallout with Jenny is still a fresh wound. She's also furious when she finds out about Vanessa and Strane's relationship, largely because Vanessa lied to her.
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Misaimed Fandom
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Misaimed Fandom: In-universe example. Mr. Strane gives Vanessa a copy of Lolita, and Vanessa is entranced by the story of forbidden love with a child seductress. She says as much later in a college class, only for her professor to shoot her down and outright say she misread the book.
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Scholarship Student
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Scholarship Student: Vanessa is on a full scholarship to Broward, which sets her even further apart from the other, wealthier students and most likely contributes to her becoming a scapegoat:
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Chivalrous Pervert
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Chivalrous Pervert: Subverted with Strane. He portrays himself as this, and Vanessa sees him as this: an essentially good man who was unable to resist the power she held over him, and who never made a move in their relationship without her initiation. It takes her a long time to accept the fact that she was groomed.
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Unequal Pairing
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Unequal Pairing: Strane tries to convince Vanessa that she's really the one in control in their relationship, but he subtly manipulates her into going along with his wants, both in bed and out.
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Kick the Dog: When Strane visits Vanessa at her home, the family dog Babe jumps up on him. Vanessa tells him to say "no," but instead he shoves Babe so hard that she falls on her back.
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Bittersweet Ending
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Bittersweet Ending: Vanessa's finally starting to see Strane's abuse as what it is and is steadily getting her life together. But Strane's suicide means he can never pay for what he did to Vanessa, Taylor and his other victims.
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"Not If They Enjoyed It" Rationalization: Strane uses this on Vanessa during one of his tirades, after he finds out Vanessa told her professor that he raped her.
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Mess of Woe: After Vanessa's dad dies, her mom stops cleaning house. Now a pile of dirty laundry blocks the door to the bathroom. She also stops mowing the lawn, which she says is good for bees.
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Most Writers Are Writers
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Most Writers Are Writers: Strane inspired the young Vanessa to write and is disappointed that her interest in writing has petered out now that she's an adult.
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Taking the Heat: When word of Vanessa and Strane's relationship reaches the higher-ups, Vanessa protects Strane by saying she started the rumors for attention. As a result, she has to apologize for "lying" to a roomful of kids, her school year is ended early, and she's transferred to another school, while Strane suffers no consequences.
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Dedication
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Dedication: "For the real-life Dolores Hazes and Vanessa Wyes whose stories have not yet been heard, believed, or understood."
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The B Grade
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The B Grade: Vanessa remembers walking into her dorm room to see her then-best friend Jenny Murphy sobbing in bed over getting an 88.
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The Big Guy
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The Big Guy: Strane is over 6'4 and solidly built, and the enormous difference in size gets brought up repeatedly by young Vanessa, as something that both makes her feel safe and wanting to bury herself into him and something she finds overwhelming and intimidating.
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Age-Gap Romance: Vanessa believes that her relationship with Strane is this—a forty-plus-year-old man who just couldn't help but fall in love with a fifteen-year-old. Everyone else in her life sees it for what it is: an adult preying on a child because she is a child. Vanessa becomes fascinated with the trope and consumes any work that includes it.
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Drowning My Sorrows
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Drowning My Sorrows: As an adult, Vanessa relies on alcohol, cigarettes, and sometimes Ativan to get through the day.
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Intelligence Equals Isolation: Strane treats Vanessa as though she is a loner by choice due to her superior intellect. In fact, she is simply socially adrift after falling out with her closest friend the semester before, but after dealing with her mother's concern that Loners Are Freaks and constant pressure to socialize, Strane's perspective appeals to her. It also separates her even further from the other students, making her an easy prey for Strane.
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Poster-Gallery Bedroom: Because she spends most of her time at boarding school, Vanessa's bedroom at her parents' house is a time capsule of her fourteen-year-old self, complete with poster-covered walls, although it doesn't say what the posters are of.
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Driven to Suicide
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Driven to Suicide: After it becomes clear to Strane that he's not going to get out Taylor's allegations unscathed this time, he calls Vanessa one last time, then jumps off a bridge.
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Teacher/Student Romance: To hear Strane tell it, these aren't unheard of at Browick, though he's hardly the most trustworthy source. As a college student, Vanessa attempts to recreate this relationship by seducing her professor Henry Plough, who, while he resists her, turns out to himself be married to a former student. Vanessa suspects that his own latent guilt over this motivates his hatred for Strane.
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Gaslighting
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Gaslighting: Strane regularly denies to Vanessa how some things in their relationship really went down, or heavily embellish events to make them seem more romantic and consensual. But the most egregious case is after Vanessa finds out Strane pushed for her expulsion from Browick, Strane insists Vanessa put on a brave face and offered to take the heat. Vanessa is confused by this, as she mostly remembers Inelegant Blubbering on her end. Vanessa herself attempts this on her mom, saying that she was largely responsible for sending her to Browick in the first place. Her mom instantly calls Vanessa out on it because she was the one who begged to go.
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Auto Erotica
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Auto Erotica: Strane drives Vanessa into the woods, miles away from the nearest town, and fingers her in the car.
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Deconstruction
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Deconstruction: The entire book is a deconstruction of the Age-Gap Romance and Teacher/Student Romance tropes, and unfortunately an example on how they occur in real life. Vanessa and Strane's relationship is not a genuine romance that just so happens to be between a man and a teenager—it's predatory, toxic, and not in spite of their age gap, but because of it.
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Questionable Consent
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Questionable Consent: The first time Strane and Vanessa have sex. First, he catches her off-guard—initiating it despite having just told her they wouldn't "go that far yet"—and hushes her protests with "reassurance." During and after, Vanessa is left feeling conflicted and hurt, and questions if it was really consensual even if she didn't outright say "no." Vanessa repeatedly describes feeling as if she's drifting out of her body when Strane touches her (even at the early stages where it was not explicitly sexual), a symptom of dissociation that signals that she's seldom actually giving consent. This continues when she's an adult.
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There Are No Therapists
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There Are No Therapists: Played with. After Vanessa's expelled from Browick, her mother figures out that she was in a relationship with Strane. However, since Vanessa still doesn't want to go to the authorities about it, her mother would rather pretend it never happened. By 2017 Vanessa is seeing a therapist, but it starts out as grief therapy after her dad's death and it isn't until after Strane's death that Vanessa starts to open up to her therapist about her relationship with him.
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One True Love
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One True Love: Strane tries to paint Vanessa as his (and may well believe this himself), and even as an adult Vanessa can't completely refute it; even though she knows he's abused other young girls by this point, it seems Strane was telling the truth about not becoming obsessed with the others to the degree he does over Vanessa, and Vanessa seems to be the only relationship he attempts to continue into adulthood.
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Values Dissonance: In-Universe. Vanessa's relationship with Strane gets mixed reactions in the 2000-2007 segments. There are some who see it as predatory, such as Jenny, others who romanticize the idea of a Teacher/Student Romance and say they'd do it if the teacher was hot enough, or they have Skewed Priorities and are angrier that Vanessa lied to them. Come 2017 more people see Vanessa and Strane's relationship as predatory and abusive thanks to the rise of the MeToo movement.
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Believing Their Own Lies: Vanessa realises fairly early on that Strane's rewriting of their history isn't entirely to manipulate her; he needs to believe that he's telling the truth about the relationship being loving and consensual because he does actually have a conscience and knows what he's doing is wrong.
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Friendly Address Privileges
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Friendly Address Privileges: After Vanessa and Mr. Strane kiss for the first time, she drops the Mr. and just calls him Strane.
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The Un-Smile
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The Un-Smile: At Vanessa's high school graduation, her dad tells her, "Come on, at least pretend to be happy." The result looks like an animal about to bite.
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Rule of Three: Three times it's explained how Strane would sit in Vanessa's seat after their class was dismissed and "breathe her in." Once during Vanessa's narration in the 2017 portion, once said by Strane himself. Both instances were used as proof of how desperately in love with her Strane was. It isn't until the third time this comes up, while Vanessa is in a therapy session with Ruby after Strane's death does Vanessa actually hear what's being said and realizes how deranged it actually is.
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Karma Houdini
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Karma Houdini: As Taylor's story gains more notoriety Strane calls Vanessa one last time then jumps off a bridge. Meaning he can never be properly arrested and pay for his crimes.
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Really Moves Around
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Really Moves Around: When Charley and her mom move to New Hampshire, it's the fourth time they've moved in three years.
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The Loins Sleep Tonight
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The Loins Sleep Tonight: The last time Vanessa and Strane tried to have sex, she was 27. He kept going soft, because she was too old. Since then, all their interactions have been over the phone.
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Selective Obliviousness: It becomes increasingly clear over the course of the novel that Vanessa knows that her and Strane's relationship is predatory and abusive, but she refuses to call it as such—which leads her to butt heads with Taylor when confronted. She confesses to Ruby that it's because she can't accept the idea that so much of her life revolved around something so awful.
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Hard Truth Aesop
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Hard Truth Aesop: Sometimes it's difficult for victims to admit they were victims. Some inadvertently build their lives around their abusers, so what does mean about them once they've admitted it? That they wasted so much time with this person? This is not helped by some of societies attitudes towards abuse victims (sexual or physical), several characters outright ask Vanessa why she can't see Strane for what he is. You don't need some tragic backstory or something inherently "wrong" with you to be preyed upon or manipulated. Vanessa's life before Strane was perfectly average. Strane just preyed upon Vanessa because he could and she fell for it because he made her feel special and mature for her age. Not everyone wants to have their story put out for the world to see. This is especially poignant in the MeToo era. It means inviting millions into your personal information for the world to see and judge, and not everyone will have the victim's best interest in mind. The abusers may never be brought to justice. It's almost a cliche about celebrities and rich individuals getting off with a slap on the wrist while the victims have to fight hard for them to face any kind of punishment. Or there's Strane's case where he simply kills himself before he could face any charges for his crimes.
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Both Sides Have a Point: Taylor and Vanessa's argument over the article about Strane. Taylor is angry at Vanessa for not helping her and the other girls Strane abused by testifying what he did to her. She insists that it's important to fight against predators like Strane, even after death. On the other hand, besides the fact that Vanessa is still struggling to even acknowledge she was groomed and raped, she refuses to share such a personal part of her with the world, even anonymously. At the end of the novel, Taylor and Vanessa apologize to one another.
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Cool Teacher: Brutally deconstructed. Strane curses freely in front of his students and teaches them the sexual significance of the poem "Putting In the Seed." Basically, he's not afraid to be inappropriate with them...in more ways than one. Henry Plough also appears to be this, but as it's seen through Vanessa's eyes it's not clear how much of this is just her perceptions.
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If It's You, It's Okay: Subverted with Strane's attraction to Vanessa. While she believes him when he claims to have been drawn to her mature personality despite her age and bemoans the unhappy accident of having a fifteen-year-old soulmate, the signs that he's into her because of her youth and immaturity are everywhere, and it only gets harder to ignore when he loses interest in her as she gets older while continuing to pursue his high school students.
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Intimate Telecommunications: When Vanessa calls Strane at night from her parents' house, Strane tells her to take off her pajamas and then do various things with her body. Vanessa pretends to go along with it, but doesn't really do anything. At the end, Strane tells her to say, "I love you, Daddy."
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Hands-On Approach: When Vanessa struggles to use a computer program, Mr. Strane puts his hand on hers to guide the mouse. The second time, he squeezes her hand.
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Miscarriage of Justice: Every way that Browick deals with the allegation of Vanessa and Strane's relationship. It only begins when Vanessa is pulled out of class by the teacher she's accused of being in a relationship with (giving them time alone for Vanessa to be manipulated, which is exactly what happens). Browick does not report the situation to the higher-ups despite it being legally mandated. Then, to top it all off, they force Vanessa to publicly apologize to her peers for "lying" to them—a useless punishment that would cause unnecessary trauma, which Vanessa's therapist Ruby points out. At the end of the novel, when Strane's predation on several young students is finally brought to light, Browick issues a statement saying that while there may have been "sexual misconduct," they "found no evidence of sexual abuse."
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Period Piece: Half the book takes place from 2000 to 2007.
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